I didn’t know these things were “sexual” until I grew up
This will be all over the place and I’ll keep it short.
When i would go to the pool with my family and even in big family gathering were the kids would swim, I would always find the water jet at the pool and stand very close to it so the water would hit my little pussy and it felt so good. I didn’t know about masterbation and that it shouldn’t be done in public lol. All I knew is that it felt super good and my eyes were rolling back and it would relax my muscles. I thought it was a little dirty because it was tickling my down there and I thought I was So sneaky and that non of the adults know what I’m doing. Even when my uncle would sit and watch me in that one spot at the pool with my eyes rolling and slightly moaning I thought he had no idea. He would just smile and watch me.
If it isn’t clear to you yet, I was sexual abused from a very early age but I didn’t have an understanding of sex itself. But it activated something in me. At one point my uncle got me a big huge teddy bear and I would sleep with it on my bed and when I got horny I would get naked and only wear my undies and I would rub my pussy on the teddy bear and act like I was being fucked by it until I got tired and passed on top of it. It was so huge even taller and bigger than me at that age.
I didn’t know how to masterbate with my own hands or rub clit, in fact I didn’t know about that until I turned 14 and started watching porn. When I was little I would take my Barbie dolls with me in the shower and I would take their little hands and make them rub my clit. I didn’t know what I was doing or what I clit was by it was a good tickle and made me hot and feeling good. Hehe
I got more little stories let me know if you like my vent here lol