Many years back
We grew up pour, and we did not eat vary well
It was just me (12 year old girl) and my mom , we had no one else
There was this one time that I was constipated for several days , while at school I was not feeling good , I went to see the school nurse. They ended up calling mom to pick me up from school and said I should go see a doctor . We had no insurance or money so mom took my home .
I spent the reminder of the day in the bathroom trying to go , no luck . I took a hot water bath thing that might help ( it didn’t .
So I was sitting on the toilet , crying and whining when all of a sudden mom comes rushing in all red faced . She never said a word . She grabbed my arm , pulls me over to the sink and leans me over it . I watched in the mirror as she dipped her fingers in a tub of vaseline then proceeded to push those lubed up fingers into me butt and worked them around . She did that several times before pushing me back on to the toilet , then she walks out . Never said a word . After several minutes it worked!
Not sure if that was the right thing to do or I was abused but We had never talked about it , just went on with life
Mom passed away from Covid . It’s just a memory of my fucked up childhood now