Today was my 1st day of 5th grade, I got the teacher I wanted. I want him. He is so cute. Could a grownup teacher want a 10 year old?
Today was my 1st day of school. I am in the 5th grade now. All the girls think he is the cutest teacher in school. I was hoping to get him this year. I was so happy when I found out I got him. I want him. I mean I really, really want him.
Could a grownup man a teacher want a 10 year old? He always smiles at me but he always smiles at all the girls. I dont know if he smiles at the boys I dont pay attention to that. Mommy wont let me use makeup and she wont let me use perfume and she picks out what I wear and she does my hair. She always makes me look like a little girl
I am a young woman now and she wont treat me like one. She still gets me a baby sitter. A lot of my friends use make up and their moms teach them how to put it on they also perfume and they pick how there hair gets to look. They get to dress like young women and some have sexy cloths. I saw Mr Neal look down Aprils shirt a few times today. and eve is trying to get him to look up her skirt but I dont know if he did.
I have a lot of competition. I dont really know what to do. I have to look on my laptop after mommy thinks im asleep. She makes me use it at the kitchen table so she can keep walking in back of me to see what I am doing on it. If she new what videos I see or that I read this site I would be dead. ok not really but it would be very bad I know that.
some of the girls tease me for being a goody goody if they only knew. Just a couple of my friends really know me. they know me more then my own mom that is just sad
If any one has ideas of what will help me get him I would like to know. and if you want me to keep writing how it is going I will.
I have so many day dreams about him. I wish he lived next door to me. or would make me stay in the class room with him during recess or during lunch or stay after school with him. If he kept me after school for being bad and said he had to spank me I would love to pull down my pants and panties and lay across his lap and let him spank me. I would never tell. I wish he knew he could do what he wanted without me telling him. He should just know.