When I was 13 I went to my gynecologist for the first time to be checked out. My periods were off and I had been having abdominal pain. I wasn’t a virgin. He did some test and examined me. He told me he felt I had endometriosis and wanted to put me on the pill to regulate my periods. He wanted to see me back in a few weeks to check me out again, see how thing were going.
I went back a month later and he gave me a pelvic examine and something was different. He was standing between my legs. He put two fingers in my pussy with his right hand. His left hand was laying on top of my pussy with his thumb on my clit. He was moving his fingers in me saying he felt something right here. That was close to my G spot. He kept rubbing it. It felt good. I ask, “What is it?” He said, “Well it could be the endometriosis or scar tissue. Then, he was rubbing my clit with his thumb.
He ask me, ” How’s that feel?” I said, “It feels good. He said, “Do you have a climax when you have sex?”
I said, “Most of the time.” He said, “When did you lose your virginity?” I said, “I was 10.” He said, “Who took your virginity?” I said, “Do I have to tell you that?” He said, “You have patient confidentiality with me, your doctor, no one will hear anything from me.” I told him, “My daddy an uncle raped me.” He’s still rubbing my clit and still has two fingers in me. He started going in an out with his fingers, finger fucking me. He was making me about to cum. I’m thinking, why is he doing this? It’s feeling good but, I don’t want to enjoy my doctor molesting me.
He said, “Your clit is getting hard, do you feel like cumming?” I said, “Well, you’re rubbing my clit and fingering my pussy, yeah, I feel like I’m about to cum.” He said, “Well, let me help you.” He took his fingers out and immediately stuck his dick in my pussy. I gasp and said, “What are you doing, stop.” He grabbed my hips and pulled me down to push his dick in all the way. He said, “Is this how your daddy forced his dick in you, hard?” “As he rammed it in me, “Hard or, nice and slow?” I couldn’t speak. It felt good but, I was in shock, an I froze.
I didn’t answer him so, he started pounding my pussy. He made me cum on his dick. He said, “Ah, that’s better, do you feel better?” I couldn’t speak. I cum and now I’m gonna protest and say I didn’t want it? If I didn’t want it, why did I cum? He continued to pound me then, he got harder and cum in me. He pulled out then told me everything seemed fine. I could go and he’d see me in 6 months. He just walked out.
I was shocked at what just happened. I got my clothes on and left. I never went back there. I never told anybody. I often wondered how many other women and girls he fucked. I should have reported him but,
I just wanted to get far away.
Has anybody else had such an experience? All this happened before the Me Too Movement, when all the
women came forward about the sexual harassment women have endured.