When I was in the 4th grade we had to sell candy, nuts and popcorn to raise money for our school. I wanted to sell a lot so, I went around to our neighbors knocking on their doors showing them what I had to sell. Now, this was years ago in the 60’s. I went to a neighbor two streets over and showed him my products. He said, “Well, come on in her little lady and let me have a look.” He was probably in his 60’s. I was very naive then, and trusted everybody.
I had on my little pink dress and white panties. I thought, if I looked cute, people would buy my stuff.
This gentleman sat down on his couch and had me set beside him. He said, “What a pretty little thing you are in your pink dress.” Then, he ask me to twirl around for him. So, I stood up and spun around cause, my dress flared out when I did. Then, he said, “Oh come here, I wanna look at… but he didn’t finish his statement. He grabbed my panties, pulled them down and pulled me up on his lap. My back was against his chest. He had his fingers going into my pussy. I’m crying and he covers my mouth and continues to stick his fingers in my pussy. It hurt me so bad.
I was very small compared to him and he was strong. I felt him undo his belt buckle and zipper. He pulled out his dick and started poking it into my pussy. He was using his knees to separate my legs so he could open my pussy up. It was so big. I was crying my eyes out. He still had his hand on my mouth. He was pushing his dick up and pulling me down on it. Then, all of a sudden it popped inside of me. Oh my gosh, it was killing me. He rammed it up into me and I think I passed out.
When I came to and he was fucking me fast and hard but, it wasn’t hurting like it did. My pussy felt so full and funny feeling. He had taken his hand off my mouth. I said, “I wanna go home, let me go.” He said, “I will honey, just as soon as I’m done fucking your sweet little pussy.” I didn’t know how long that was gonna be so, I waited. Then, I said, “Are you almost done, I wanna go home.” He said, “I’m getting there, just a little longer, I just can’t get over how good your pussy feels.”
Then, all of a sudden he pushes his dick up and squirts his load of cum in my pussy. He’s jerking as it spews out more streams of cum into me. He holds me on his dick sliding it in and out then, lets me down off his lap. I grab my panties then he said, “Wait, you’ve got some blood on your leg. He picked me up, took me in his bathroom and washed and wiped my pussy and legs off. Then, he told me to put my panties back on.
He picked up my brochure, marked a bunch of items he wanted . He bought more than anybody. Then, he said, “I hope this will make up for what I did to you.” Thank you for coming by.
He said, “Be careful going around the neighborhood, you shouldn’t go in peoples houses.” I can’t believe he told me that.
That’s exactly what mommy had told me. She said, “Don’t go in anybody’s house, stay outside.”
What was I gonna do. She specifically told me not to. I went in his house and this happened to me. So, I decided I couldn’t tell her, what he did to me. It was my fault, all my fault. I felt so bad and guilty.
I should have listened to mommy. Now, I can’t even tell her what happened. I thought, I’m not a virgin anymore. How will I ever explain how that happened?
A few weeks later I had to deliver these products to the people that bought them. The good thing was, mommy had to drive me around to deliver this stuff. I went up to his door and he tried to invite me in but, saw mommy and said no more. He took his stuff and said, “Thank you for coming in my house the last time.
As I left, I thought about how he had raped me, a 10 year old girl. I did know what my next sexual experience would be like. I wondered if I would like it or hate it. I just didn’t know enough about it to understand it and the feelings I was having.
I guess I’d have to wait and see.