I found out my uncle was raping my cousin when I stayed there for a few weeks, at first I was scared, then one day he raped me.
When I was 10 I went to stay at my 14 year old Cousin Louise’s house for a couple of weeks, she lived with her dad, my uncle, we reconnected on a family holiday and I said I’d like to visit her sometimes so I did.
Louise took me for a tour around where she lived and then we went in to town and she introduced me to some of her friends that we bumped into and then we went back to her house.
My uncle went out drinking with his mates as he did quite regularly, so Louise and I spent the night watching movies, and doing each other’s hair and nails, it was a really fun day all in all, then when we got tired we went to bed, Louise only had a single bed so I slept on an inflatable mattress on the floor at the other side of the room.
I woke up in the middle of the night, I don’t remember what times it was but it was late, I lifted my head off the pillow and rubbed the sleep out of my eyes to see what the noise was, I looked over and got a big shock, my uncle was in Louise’s bed, on top of her, and he was having sex with her.
I couldn’t actually see them having sex because the sheet was covering them below the neck, but I knew from the way the sheet was moving, the lumps under the sheet and the noises my uncle and Louise were making, lots of grunting and moaning.
My uncle had come home very drunk, Louise would later confess to me that this happened every night after he’d been out drinking, and it had been going on since she was 11 years old, her dad would go out, get very drunk, and then come home, stumble in to her bedroom, climb in to her bed, and basically rape her.
I clutched my teddy bear when I saw what they were doing, scared me a little, Louise moved her head to the side and her eyes opened, she saw that I was awake and watching them, she lifted her hand up to her face and placed her finger across her lips communicating to me that I should be quiet, then she smiled at me to let me know she was okay, but I could tell it was a fake smile, she wasn’t okay.
When my uncle lifted his head I quickly pretended to be asleep in case he saw me looking, then a few minutes later I opened my eyes again and continued to watch with just my eyes above the sheets, he had sex with Louise for a long time and then grunted very loudly, I guess he came, then he stopped.
A few minutes later I heard him get out of her bed and he left the room, I lifted my head, “Louise…” I whispered, calling out to her, she looked at me, and I could tell she was crying in silence, “…Are you okay?” I asked.
“Go to sleep, Becky.” She whispered back to me, then she rolled over, turned away from me, I fell asleep and in the morning I wanted to ask her about it, but she acted like it never happened, and when I asked her what her dad had done to her in her bed she said I must have been dreaming, it didn’t feel like a dream though.
A couple of days later her dad went out drinking again, and this time when he came home I woke up hearing the bedroom door squeak open, he walked over to Louise’s bed, he pulled off the sheets to find her but she wasn’t in it, he then looked around and saw me on the mattress on the floor staring back at him.
“Well – What do we have here?” he said, stumbling towards me, “Hello, little Becky.” He said, he then squatted down and slowly peeled the sheets off of me, “Want to have some fun with your old uncle?” he asked.
“No.” I said.
“Sure you do. Come here and give your uncle a kiss.” He said, grabbing my upper arm and pulling me towards him, “No!” I said, hitting him with my teddy bear.
Just then Louise came in to the room, she must have been in the toilet or something and didn’t hear him come home, she pulled him away from me, “Dad – Dad. Leave her alone…” she said.
“Nah – No. It’s alright, she loves her uncle, don’t you darling.” He said, slurring his words because he was so drunk.
“Dad – DAD! – Look – Look at me…” Louise said, quickly pulling her nightshirt off and showing him her naked body, “…This is what you want, dad. Come back to my bed with me. Come on – Come and fuck me, daddy. Don’t worry about Becky.” She said, and she managed to get him to focus his attention on her.
She walked him back to her bed and he got undressed, climbed in the bed, and fucked her.
Louise saved me from getting raped that night, and I was so thankful to her for that, I should have gone home but I was worried about Louise, I didn’t want to leave her alone with him, so I stayed, and the morning after is when she told me everything that he’d done to her, and from what age.
Unfortunately for me, Louise couldn’t be there all the time to save me.
That weekend we went out in town again and hung out with some of her friends, but I started to feel sick so I went back to her house, she wanted to come back with me but it was still early and I didn’t want her to leave her friends just for me, so she stayed in town.
When I got back to the house I felt really tired so I went to sleep.
Sometime later I woke up feeling a cold draft, my uncle had taken my sheets off and undressed me, and I woke up just as he was lowering himself on top of me, “No – Get off – Get off me I screamed.
His breath stunk so bad of alcohol it almost made me vomit, he must have been out drinking during the day and come home early.
I fought him for as long and as hard as I could, but I couldn’t stop him doing what he was determined to do, he pushed his cock in to my pussy and I felt a sharp pain, like a papercut, and I suddenly stopped screaming, and fell in to silence.
I could feel his cock sliding in to me, making me feel full inside, his stinking breath going up my noise and in to my mouth, he began to thrust in and out with his weight on top of me pinning me down.
The unshaven hairs on his face scratching my face, he was licking my cheeks and slobbering all over my lips, his hands were all over me, it felt like a hundred hands were on me, touching me, I could feel his hairy legs rubbing against my thighs and his hairy sweaty balls banging against me, his cock was moving inside of me, it was disgusting, wrong, filthy… and I liked it.
I curled my legs around him and dug my heels in to his back, and I laid under him, my small body rocking back and forth as he thrust his raping cock in me again and again, after seeing how it made Louise feel I really shouldn’t have liked it, but I did, it made me feel alive, his cock felt so good inside of me, “Ungh – Ooah – Ooo – Ungh – Uncle” I moaned pleasurably in to his ear.
I felt like a dirty whore, willing him to thrust harder, faster, penetrate me deeper, my little body tingling with pleasure, my toes curling up and going numb, his cock was touching parts of my body I didn’t know existed, something was happening inside of me that I couldn’t comprehend, and then I had an orgasm and I cried, not because it hurt, but because it made me feel so good.
Louise came home and walked in to the bedroom, she saw me crying and what he dad was doing to me, “Dad – No! – Stop, that’s not me.” She shouted, then she rushed over and tried to pull him off of me, but he bashed her away and knocked her on to her bum, “Fuck off!” he snapped at her.
He continued to fuck me and Louise kept trying to stop him, she kept apologizing to me, “I’m sorry, Becky, I’m so sorry.” But she didn’t need too.
Then he came, and it was….strange.
I felt his cock swell up against my inner walls, followed by a warming as he ejaculated his rape seed in to me, I could almost feel his sperm burrowing into my cervix and entering my womb, it was like I’d just had an electric shock.
He pulled his wonderful cock out of me, leaving a wide hole between my legs that took a while to close, Louise then pushed him out of the bedroom and slammed the door shut, she came over and apologised to me again.
“It’s okay. I’m alright.” I said to her.
“He shouldn’t have done that. I’m sorry I wasn’t here for you.” She said, upset that she couldn’t protect me from him.
I thought I needed protecting from him, but I didn’t, I laid there covered in sweat, having just been fucked so damn good, and all I wanted to do was tell her to bring him back in so he could do it again.
I wished I could swap places with her, so I could be the one in the bed when he came home drunk, she was so lucky and she didn’t realise, if only she gave him a chance and tried to enjoy it, she would love it as much as I did.
I had to go home to following day, Louise begged me not to tell anyone about it, she hated her dad for raping her all the time but still loved him and didn’t want him to get in to trouble, she needn’t have worried, I told no one.